the agony of waiting
I don’t care about the distance because it’s nothing compared to what we have. I hold you closest to me too, even though we’re many oceans apart. I hope you understand why I’m feeling so lonely right now. I didn’t mean to say those words, or to hurt you. You know that’s the last thing [...]
the new old letter
When was the last time that you received a handwritten letter?
I got another greeting card and together with it was a handwritten letter. It’s different from the card that I received days ago. This one came from a very important person in my life. I would just like to share because I’m totally overwhelmed.
A couple [...]
Your Call
8 weeks elapsed that I didn’t hear anything from you.
I felt so lost, and for someone who hardly stays at home, I’ve found solace in my room; my escape, not perfect but comfortable enough. The song “unwell” kept playing on the radio. I could perfectly relate to it more than anyone else. I have [...]
Waiting for Your Call
Days after you left, still haven’t heard from you. No nothing. You knew that I’d be waiting for your call; I got so paranoid if I missed your call or something. I kept the phone beside me the whole time. I checked at home if you called or what; but you haven’t… no you haven’t.
It’s [...]
the perfect escape
The days after you left were even harder. Everywhere I looked, I saw your face. It felt weird waking up and not get a call from you to say good morning and ask how my sleep was. No one was there to force me to say, yeah I had a dream about you, even [...]
I was never good at goodbye
The air and rain were like tiny needles that pierced my skin as I tried to follow the car you rode on. Just a few minutes before that, you asked if I’d like to ride with you to the airport but I said no, coz It’d be too hard for me to see you go, [...]
