LEXNUCLEUS

Lex,
After all that I’ve been through in this life, I could still say that you’re the only best I ever had. How I wish things will be different from what we are now, If not like before, maybe start all over anew. I know you said that you don’t count love in the years that [...]

It’d be the third day that I’m here at your place. We’re in the same house, but we hardly talk and it hurts. I am happy though. I am happy to be given this chance to be somehow closer to you. I am thankful to your mom for letting me stay at your place for [...]

We went to the beach. Seeing it and being there again for the first time after a long time, with you around, it just felt so overwhelming. The moment brought back all the memories that we shared. I looked at you and smiled, but then you looked away. Although after awhile, I caught your eyes [...]

“You look great tonight! I mean.. uhm yeah you look great. Well, you always look great you know.”
You said that to me last night when I asked you if I looked alright. Even if you were sort of stuttering, you really looked so cute as your eyes examined me from head to toe. It’s [...]

I wonder if a friend is all I’ll ever be to you now. I wonder if I keep waiting, would it still be possible for things to change? Is it possible for us to be back together again?
No, I’m not complaining and no, I’m not giving up on you. Not before, not now, not ever.
I’m [...]

I spent almost all day at your place, and it felt so great. I’m so happy to be there on your niece’s very first birthday, another memory that I would treasure for always. But, what matters most to me, is the fact that I’m around for your birthday. Thanks for answering the phone last night. [...]

Hey baby! Just a few minutes from now and it’ll be your birthday. To be honest with you, I wanted to be able to celebrate it with you, but I guess I will have to wait until tomorrow. I have something for you, I hope you’d like it. Just thinking about how special this day [...]

Hey baby here’s a song that I found and I hope you’d like it. The artist isn’t really known. I’d try to find a music I could embed on here. I already found the video!!! I hope you’d like the lyrics as much as I do. You can include this in your music blog (I [...]

I’ve eaten pistachios today and it reminded me of only one person who loves pistachio more than anything, who’s no one else but the biggest pistachio fan I know - YOU!
I know you love almonds too but I know Pistachios are number one in your heart, tongue, and tummy. Anything Pistachio, from the nuts, to [...]

I long to spend even just a single day with you. I miss you like I never missed you before. Is it really hard to mend everything? I know, I got you broken, but I didn’t mean to. For me, you’re like a fragile piece of glass. One wrong move, and you’d shatter into pieces. [...]