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I know the essence of summer is the hot tropical weather, but I love the rain even when it’s summer. I’m glad that it’s been raining for the past few days, even if it’s still humid most of the time.
To Jian: I’m glad you found yourself a place to write your thoughts in here. I’ve [...]

Lexi, I just wanna say thank you for spending even just a short time with me and my parents. It really means a lot to me. I know that we’re not really getting along that well, right now. But, I’m hoping that soon things will be better for us again.  I’ve chosen to stay behind [...]

I know, I’ve hurt you again. I’m really sorry, I never meant to say those hurting words to you, I just got carried away. All these time, what I’ve been wanting to do was to make up for everything. But, every time I try to hold you close, you bleed. I hurt you all the [...]

I wish it was easy to let go
I wish I can live without you…
But I can’t,
I just can’t.
I miss you baby…
I miss you…
Just in case you look back,
I’d always be just right here.
And to whoever you are who get to read this, just in case you see my baby…
would you please
Tell Her
Artist: Jesse McCartney
I [...]

I found the CD that you’ve given me before, all the while I thought I’ve lost it.
I know you really like Nina’s music, I do too. Although the songs are making me pretty sad lately, I still listen to them because the last time I saw your play list, it’s so full of Nina’s songs. [...]

So many unexpected things has happened since I came back here, but today is simply amazing. It made me feel that somehow we still have this connection. I never expected that you’d be in the same place as I was. I woke up this afternoon feeling so lazy, but something was telling me I needed [...]

It’s past 2 am but I’m still awake, what’s new? Nothing really. I’ve been like this since we parted ways. I’ve been reading through your posts and I couldn’t help but cry. I never meant to hurt you baby, I never meant to cause you all those pains. I had a hard time too, you [...]

i know you’re there, I know so.
I miss you baby, I really miss you so much. If only I could do something to bring back all that was lost. But, Is everything really lost? Because I am still here, you’re still there, and I believe that we can still work this out, can’t we?
I [...]

Jian Isobel aka Ice. Yep, that’s me!
Alexis, the person who means so much to me more than anything, asked me to write on this blog. I’ve always been hesitant when it comes to blogging and I’d rather write my thoughts on my personal physical journal. But, I guess it’s about time I try this thing [...]

Today, I played football like there’s no tomorrow, every kick reminded me of all the hard times that I went through this life. All the trials that made me who and what I am now. I also thought of all the bad feelings that I feel now.
Avis and Tristan, my new friends who opened [...]